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Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
3:28 am
fuck, i cant sleep and i cant call anyone. this is like one of those rare occations when im acually glad for lj because its the only way that i can feel semi connected to other people. otherwise its just me and everyone else is dead for all i know. that shit freaks me out.

this weekend should be good. drinking, partying.. yay. i need to get trashed.

current mood: cant sleep

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Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
1:13 pm
bermuda was pretty awsome. it totally refreshed my memory as to why i need to get the hell out of new england. the best part was definatly jet skiing... so fucking fun.

Birthday tomorow.... i doubt that i will get anything cuz i didnt know what to ask for, pretty much the only thing that i want is a new amp which obviously no one is gunna buy me. yah so, got suggestions, post em.

current mood: bored

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Monday, May 23rd, 2005
8:55 pm
ahh i have a fucking 5 page paper due tomorow and i havent done ANY of it and i cant get motavated to start writing it now. even if i could i have no idea what to write so i guess that it wouldnt make much difference either way.

Im totally fucked.

oh yeah and im going to bermuda this weekend wow that sounds pretty fucking snotty

current mood: seriously stressed

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Monday, May 2nd, 2005
9:02 pm
missed the crue show due to unforseen circumstances, aka my mom is a dick. yeah then i got caught sneakin out the other night again, and my mom was pissed yet again so im grounded for a fucking week.

anyways on to the good news, i am the coolest person ever, i got my fucking dream guitar; a les paul... ok so its an epiphone, but it still cost me 700 big ones. long story short its pretty close to the best guitar ever. so yeah im pretty tired and i still got work to do sooo.. untill next time friends.

current mood: energetic

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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
1:54 pm
wow a lot of shit has happened. last weekend was weird, but fun, and fuckin long as hell. uh and im fucking grounded for this weekend cuz me and my mom got in a fight but i guess its ok cuz i can just go out after she falls asleep. yeah and we might be going to again tonight but i dunno im still so tired from sunday night but it will be fun so what the fuck.

crue soon.. yay.
ps. hey devon, stop being a huge bitch! i keed i keed!!

current mood: dead

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Monday, April 4th, 2005
9:37 am
i think im gunna die my hair back to blonde again cuz this balding look is totally not hott. james dude we should go tagging again this weekend, last time was a complete let down.

yeah so i hope that motley crue is good cuz i rented a dvd of their new tattoo tour and vince completely sucks at singing then. yeah but maybe now that hes like slightly less fat he will be able to sing more than one word every five seconds... that would be nice. and oh yeah im going to bermuda sometime pretty soon for like 4 days which is pretty damn cool.

current mood: sore

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Thursday, March 24th, 2005
1:47 pm
grrr. the crue is playing the same day as the unseen and tiger army... haha ToTaLlY nerdy but it would have been pretty fun regardless. 4 day weekends rule, fucking snow at the end of march most definatly DOESN'T. someone must be Severly beaten for it.

devon. you. are. HUGE. nerd.

current mood: completely whatever

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Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
3:51 pm
long time no update. and things are pretty much exactly as they were the last time. big fuckin suprise..

i need to start taking drivers ed classes again, cuz if i dont finish it in a year, then i have to pay for it again.. and that just sucks. i also need some more alcohol, this weekend we should totally drink n shit. k yeah thats all. oh yeah is there an april vacation or am i just retarted?

current mood: nauseated

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Monday, February 28th, 2005
9:21 pm
ya so i got a pair of brown vaurnets and the are so fucking rad. seriously, the sunglasses the defined the 80's, no doubt.

current mood: quixotic

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9:54 am
well im back, just in time for school i might add. vacation was, how do you say... a huge huge waste.

my head itches.

current mood: pretty smelly

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Monday, February 14th, 2005
9:46 am
so, we finally got crue tickets. i cant wait to see them, its gunna rule. the show isnt untill the end of april though.. but i guess it will be warm by then too so all the more super fantastic funness.
on with the more unpleasent news..
now that im going away for this whole vacation (we're leaving friday morning and getting back the night before school starts), i just found out that i might be going away for fucking april vacation too. i am pissed. oh well thats life (i guess?)

current mood: dead

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Monday, February 7th, 2005
10:20 am
i didnt shower this morning cuz my dad was being an asshole and yelling at me and what not. oh well at least i brushed my teeth for officially the first time ever. hey, and im getting devons record player!

i was suppost to give myself a tattoo this weekend but i forgot. anywhoo, i better get more than one comment this time. ok im gone.

current mood: groggy

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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
1:41 pm
so, its only wednesday. what the fuck.

current mood: sleepy

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Monday, January 31st, 2005
10:58 pm

i am like fucking itching to do a shit load of heroin and knock someones teeth out right now. i dunno, i just kinda wanna be a destroy some annoying prick that gets in my way.
eh, whatever.

keep on rockin' in the free world.


current mood: calm

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Thursday, January 27th, 2005
8:26 pm
uh... soooo sick of winter. incredibly sick of it. AHHHH fucking go away snow!!!!! lets all try to think about how nice and warm and sunny summer is, think about how you dont have to get bundled the fuck up to go outside. think about how when you wake up in the morning there is accually sunlight!! and it feels so nice and warm on your face as it gently soothes you out of your sleep. think about how its still light out when i am writing this entry.. at 8 30 at night!! wow that feels good. i feel sooooooooooo much better in the summer, i look so much better in the summer, and i act so much better in the summer, im more friendly, more awake.. everything is just sooooooo much better.

wow remember sneaking out to get wasted in the middle of the night? or just to chill? uh that was soooooo much fucking fun!!! wow i really can't wait. now if i can only keep these thoughts up for like another few monthes i just might be able to take it... eh i am soo suited for a warmer climate... i really should move when i leave the house i dont think i will though.
anyways, theres some wishfull thinking or remembering or whatever for you.
happy day dreaming. or something.


current mood: wishfull

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Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
7:46 pm
ok why the fuck does no one comment on my fucking journal anymore???? what the FUCK is going on.

im so fucking pissed off. i just wanna fucking kill someone. i dont even really know why, im so fucking sick of EVERYTHING and i want a fucking girlfriend or something. someone who will make me feel fucking better right now cuz i am sooooo pissed off. i really want a fucking gun too. i really wanna buy one. i wanna blow someones god damn head off so fucking bad. oh god that would feel soooo good. thats what i need. a loud quick bang and someone is FUCKING DEAD. wow what a good thing.

god, i used too many fucks in this post but im just sooo fucking pissed off. and i dont even know why.. and thats pissing me off even more.

god go fuck yourself and diE.

current mood: you're dead

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Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
11:19 pm
i feel really alone right now... sigh, yeah i dunno.

anywy i was gunna stay at james tonight but i had to go home cuz he got in a fight with his parents n shit. it sucked. yeah and james, your dad says that you are like wicked close to going back to chcsmell.. he says you dont know, but i dunno if you do or not, just warning you or something.

so.. snowday tomorow but i doubt that i will do anything cuz everyone will probubly be doing hw or something stupid like that.

wow i have just been staring into space for about 10 minutes untill this sentence, weird.


current mood: unloved and alone

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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
10:18 am
last nite was pretty fuckin mint. went to chilies and got some yummies.

god the fucking heat in my house is broken and its soooooooo cold... and im like in my winter jackent and shit and im sooo cold in my fucking house and i want to take a shower but i cant cuz if i do i will fucking freeze to death when i get out.. seriously thats like taking a shower outside right now. grrrrrr.

yeah ye


current mood: ahh im fucking freezing

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Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
8:23 pm
wow ok so i just tried to do the david lee roth stage jump... not a good idea. i think i ripped my ass in half. :/

oh well live and learn

current mood: yay! pain!

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Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
7:13 pm
..you know what? everything fucking sucks. life is pointless.

so you go to school and be miserable so you can get a job and be miserable and then you can dream about retirement which will probubly never happen. yeah sure maybe you make a couple of friends along the way, maybe you fall in love but so fucking what, that only ends up in disaster. i dunno, i just kinda want to die, not cuz im like so fucking depressed, no, im just bored with life. thats all, its boring and its hard and its repeditive and im just so fucking sick of it all.

IF i could just kill myself i think it would deff. be for the best, and yeah something good will probubly come along sometime in the near future and i will be momentarly happy again.. see last entry, but, then this will just happen all over again. its just like uh so stupid and pointless and i just dont wanna have to deal with it anymore. because the bad allways outweighs the good in life and thats a fucking fact.



current mood: so sick of life

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