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Thursday, January 13th, 2005
5:58 pm
arrr, today fucking ruled more than anything. allright so first we had a half day so then right after school me, dan, james, sarah and caitlen drove to the place in the woods where we stashed the booze and got pretty fucked up and then james drove us around for a while, oh yeah and then we went and got chinise food and it was fucking amazing but i was pretty drunk so i didnt eat too much. and oh yeah i just remembered all of the dudes who worked there were like staring at us and shit and making sure that we didnt do anything wicked stupid or something i dunno cuz we were drunk and being really loud and shit. so anyways then we left and dropped sarah off cuz she wanted to go home. so then we went to newbury comics and did some MOTHERFUCKING LOOTING like the true pirates that we are and i got 3 pair of aviator glasses and some shoe laces and stuff and some other stuff but i forget anyways so then we all wore our new aviators into TJ max or something like that and i stole a hat that i think caitlen has and dan walked out of the store with a fuckin winter jacket on. yah so anyways today fucking ruled way more than i thought it would and im still a little buzzed so sorry if this is kinda rambling on but haha wow today rocked my fucking socks!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
<3 <3 <3


current mood: so happy! (and a lil drunk!)

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Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
1:34 pm
so we might be drinking tomorow if we can find someone to get us alcohol. that would fucking rule.. i havent been drunk in way too long. um yeah this weekend should be fun or something i dunno cuz its long and such. wow i like really have nothing to write about so yeah, bye i guess..?


current mood: bored

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Monday, January 10th, 2005
6:00 pm
uhh, things kinda suck again.

i am just so sick of winter too. i cant fucking wait till summer... we better make this like the best summer ever, just drinking, hanging out, partying and such. everyone needs to like think about how we can make this the best summer of our lives. because its really our last one where we go back to school afterwards. so im putting together some guidelines for this summer cuz i have no life and im bored.

rules of this upcoming summer:

the first and definatly most important rule - no fucking stupid bullshit drama.. we should all chill out and whatever happens, happens; we cant change it so why cause more shit around it.

second rule of summer - drinking, we need to do it, but it has to be fun... no more stressing about getting it.

third rule of summer - we should like do stuff earlyer, like by 1:00 becuase dan and i were talking about how much of the summer we missed just sleeping all day or sitting in front of the TV.

yeah so anyways thats a start, maybe more to come later on who knows.


current mood: thoughtful

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Thursday, January 6th, 2005
9:28 pm
ok so i was talking to anastasia today...

copsayoink: hey
aglobalthreat26: hey
copsayoink: tell devon to shut the fuck up
aglobalthreat26: what did she say?
copsayoink: fuck you. you probably know...dont fucking talk to me...go cry or somthing
copsayoink signed off at 9:26:06 PM.

now what the fuck is that?
i dunno but i really dont care. fuck all this childish shit, its just plain rediculous.

current mood: totally not caring

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10:36 am
SNOW DAY! live it up fuckers.

and someone call me.

current mood: cheerful

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12:56 am
wow. i just got off the phone with james and we were like talking about how its so weird how shit works out. well a lot of shit that i want to say i cant really say in this journal but its really crazy how if you could go back in time you could fix so many problems that you caused. its so weird that if you had only known back then how things were going to turn out now, stuff would be so different.

uhh, i dunno, i miss someone so fucking badly all of a sudden and it was there all along its just like i pushed it way down deep inside me, and i thought it was gone, but it all just came rushing back up like it never fucking left in the first place. i just wish that i could re-live so much shit, and change so much as well. i know that if i had just done one simple thing several monthes ago EVERYTHING would be completely different... i am so mad at myself that i didnt, and its soo depressing because i can never go back. whats done is done and i cant do anything to change it at all.

now here is something that i never ever thought that i would say in a trillion fucking years, but here it is... i sort of miss some parts of chapel hill. mainly the people, its kinda sad how i will never see a lot of them again, and some parts of it were ok anyways. plus, last year is really the year where i chilled out and stopped taking life so seriously. james and dan used to make fun of me so much and it would allways hurt my feelings soooo badly, but then i learned to laugh at myself and i became so much of a cooler person. i dunno im just fucking rambling on but im so depressed right now... i just want things back to the way they were a few monthes ago for about a week. 1 fucking week. best week of my life, and i can never ever have it back.. and it just makes me want to die.

current mood: depressed

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Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
4:59 pm
ok, so i decided that i am gunna start working out and eating healthy, cuz right now im a little weak flabby peice of shit. but give me 2 monthes and i will kick the fucking shit out of you. cuz if that chubby peice of shit vince neil can do it than i fucking can too. so kill yourself.

current mood: sad and pissed off

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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
4:07 pm
anastasia dumped me. which stucks cuz i still like her and shit.. but its really not a big deal i guess cuz we were only going out for like 2 weeks. im bored and i wanna do something tonight cuz im kinda depressed and shit but the good news is that a found a bunch more ratt mp3's online n'shit. which is pretty cool i guess if your a loser w/no life like me. haha yeah. later.


current mood: depressed

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Thursday, December 30th, 2004
2:01 pm
listen to this song it fuckin rules.

or i will kill you.

also i would fucking kill for a white 1985 jackson san dimas soloist. fucking kill for one. so if you know anyone who has one tell me.

head banging rules.
hair metal rules.
guitar rules.
i rule.

the end.

current mood: neck hurty, but fuckin awsome

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Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
10:07 pm
pockey - the inner city treat

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Monday, December 27th, 2004
10:15 pm
today was wicked fun. hung out with anastasia and stuff all day :) then we went to her house and watched snl and shit. it was rad.
she bought me a sweatshirt for hannuka!! lol hannuka. anyways its the best fucking sweatshirt in the whole world and its awsome and she is like the coolest fucking person in the whole world ever and i just got home but i miss her already..:/ but i think im chillin with her tomorow too so its all good. yay!

holla back foo's!

current mood: really fucking happy :)

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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
10:26 pm
today was pretty cool.. chilled with devon and stuff after school. and tomorow im going to hang out with anastasia! yay! cept its gunna be raining which sucks. oh well.

roze is trying to fuck up my life from inside the hospital but she cant do it cuz no one beleives the bullshit she says anyways. whatever. its cold out. laterz


current mood: cold

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Sunday, December 19th, 2004
11:47 am
umm went to that toxic narcotic show last night. it was pretty sic and it was free so that was pretty damn neato. kuz hey.. im fuckin jewish. we had to fucking walk from harvard square to BU because the red line was like all fucked up. and then i got us lost cuz im stupid so we ended up going in the completely wrong direction for like a half an hour and then we had to turn around and walk along starrow drive and then walk through this train yard thing. pretty sketchy. but anyways when we got there it was wicked fun. well thats all for now smellaz.


current mood: exhausted

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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
12:10 pm
well, once again im bored out of my fucking mind. i found the nicest guitar in the whole fucking world on ebay.. unfortunatly its like 900 bux which is allmost worth it. but not quite. a white 1985 jackson san dimas soloist. maybe i can sell my soul for it? hmmm.

i didnt know that vacation was so close.. that rules but i think im gunna be away for a lot of it. oh yeah, if anyone wants to come snowboarding with me for a couple of days that would be cool. yeah anyways i dunno what else to write. later.


current mood: content

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Monday, December 13th, 2004
11:22 am
im at school.
im bored.
and i wanna go home.

for the first time in a while i am accually really looking forward to the weekend.. well maybe not, i allways am, but this weekend is gunna be pretty good i think and i dont know why. i think were gunna see the spongebob movie. i wanna get trashed but i dont think thats gunna happen cuz basicly no one drinks anymore and i dont really have any way of getting booze. oh well. peace out my niggas.


current mood: bored

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Sunday, December 12th, 2004
5:13 pm
ok my dad is officially a dooshbag and hes going to burn in hell. period. end of fucking story.

i fucking cant wait to see motley crue. that will totally rule.


current mood: pissed

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Saturday, December 11th, 2004
12:58 pm
god im so fucking pissed off. i just talked to roze and she is like mad at me cuz she thinks that i was lying about something and i havent been lying about anything. its obvious that mikey fuckin like told her some bullshit thing about me that i was lying or something to make me a bad guy. uhh whatever im this close to just saying fuck this friendship with her because she will never beleive anything i say. fuck you FUCK YOU I WANT TO KILL SOMEONE.

current mood: so FUCKING pissed off

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Thursday, December 9th, 2004
6:44 pm
im in such a good fucking mood. i love everyone. i think its cuz im listening to all hair metal now and lovin it. im so sick of this whole punk D-beat shit its unbeleivable. im growing my fuckin hair out, wearing eye liner and if im super cool then war paint. we better start that fucking band james im serious. my life would be so totally rad. i love the 80's what the fuck why do they have to be gone. oh well we will bring them back. im totally getting tickets to see motley crue when they come to boston and james you are totally coming with. wow it feels like a friday. ok im done being dumb. im just so happy :) and i havent been for so long. life is good.

current mood: crazy

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Sunday, December 5th, 2004
1:25 pm
well ok, this weekend was totally fucking boring. no one came over and im still grounded till next weekend. but i think that for the most part things are looking better. devon is speaking to me again and shit and i cant tell about dan and james but they seem sort of more tollerant of me..?

tomorow hopefully will be better than last week.


o yeah and if anyone can give me the code things that you put in the overrides box to put a background on your lj than it would be much appreciated

current mood: bored

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Friday, December 3rd, 2004
7:08 pm
fucking shit.

this past week has been a fucking nightmare, especially the past couple of days. everyone has been fighting about the me and roze shit which is now completly over by the way and now i just wanna be friends with her but im not sure that will ever happen becuase of mikey being so fucking pissed off at me. and now everyone fucking hates me. so im fucking sitting at home on a friday fucking night cuz number one im grounded and number 2 i dont think anyone would really want to chill with me anyways.

smoked up with danny tocci today but i didnt get high. which sucks cuz i need to find a way to escape from all of this shit that is bearing down on me for the past week. its like insane the amount of stress/depression i have been under.

im just realizing that so much shit has happened since i last updated its fucking insane. my whole world has been shook the fuck up. if things dont change back somewhat by next weekend im gunna go on a killing spree and skull fuck everyone and then im gunna kill myself.


current mood: angry

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